lyf... & then some

what's been up? i'm in the last quarter of my service in NS, & i'm both hating & enjoying every fucking second of it.

I wont divulge into anymore details but that's just how I feel.

& seeing that the internet seems to be a funny place nowadays where sometimes you can't juist go around tlaking bout this & that for fun 'cos you might get your ass kicked in court or in real life but fuck all that.

All i wanna say is that my life is alright & I can't complain less. want anymore details? meet me for coffee or something.

porkchopds

finally, i'm clearing out my 1st batch of maggots.
it was kinda fast but at the same time unbelieveable how i survived this far.

i'v been havin a rough 2 days, so i just need to clear my head a little & forget all that's happened so i can start the new week afresh.

insomatic

so what have I been up 2 lately? I've been offline so long now & my think-tank's all but empty what with work & camp & stuff.

Otherwise I'm still sane, which is comforting isn't it?

so what's new?

I'm surviving life as a BMT commander so far.

I'm getting to know my colleagues & how shit works & all that boring stuff so I think I'll be alright.

Went out with zairi, ramesh & jared on Friday, straight after booking out, after sleepless nights all the way from Tuesday I didn't expect much.

All I wanted was to get home, have a shower & sleep the rest of the day off.

Things don't often work out as planned, as many of life's experiences have taught me;

so I went to watch a movie, Jet Li's 'Fearless'. It was good. The action sequences were as a Jet Li movie should be, in your face hardcore baby.

After which I met up with Jared, & what was left of the group I was with, Zai, Ramesh & myself...

to cut things short I got home at about 8 in the morning.

I wasn't even thinking of how Jared & I were gonna make it in time for the jam session with Jamal at 1:30...

it wasn't eve na good session, i think sometihngs wrong with Jamal's gadget, it keeps giving off feedback.

i'm bringing earplugs next time.

Anyways, this weekend was a sleepless one but at least I'm on holiday till Tuesday morning.

whta's in store for me in the next few days? well, alot really...

i'm not telling, not yet anyways.

i'm reading Roald Dahl's collection of short stories.

It's a good read!

Tales of the macabre & morbid, just what the doctor ordered...

2 zreo zero 6.....

what a year it's been...

Lola's passed, she's in a better place now.

The Gumapon siblings finally had a reunion.

I bet Lolo was happy to see all his children under the same roof again.

Ronald came back to Philly, I saw my beloved nieces, met up with the Quismundo clan, almost comlete except for the absence of my brothers & JR & his siblings.

I'm a sergeant, & have a year & 3 mths to go...

I met Nathan,finally.

We went out, me Payat, Bam2x & his cousin who came back from Australia for Christmas; It's funy, The day i landed in Davao, after one of the memorial services for Lola, i met up with them, a reunion of sorts.

Gosh, most of my batchmates graduate this march.

my thoughts are all a-buzz.

Must be the vodka...

I've been drinking while watching the Minority Report DVD just now..

Still drinking though.

I've managed to finish only about a fifth or sixth of the bottle.

So much has happened, I can't keep up.

What to expect in the coming months of the new year?

I don't know...

I've to save for some projects my dad is planning.

Regrets? Lots.

Though hopes & dreams of achieving them are close to becoming reality.

Ham & vodka.

M&m'stm go quite well.

I still miss Dumaguete, my friends & family.

It's a comfort when I'm around them.

Where you are in the world doesn't matter.

What matters most is who you're with.

the Philippines;

I woudn't exchange it for the world.

Happy new year.

It's all good, in life & in death, may we find the & peace & love, in these dark times...

It's late & I've got a fifth to finish before I can call it a day.