christmas' still in the air...can u smell it?

I'd like to say a thank you as well as greet all of u guys out there once again!
Thx 4 the cards, the little gifts & trinkets! I never expected anything so thanks alot! I don't have much to give, but all I can say is much thanks & I hope you have a blessed & fruitful holiday season! peace, love & respect!!!

xmasss

With every Christmas season comes lots of trash... Jared & I gave our room a makeover & we're not finished yet, but I think we'll be done before Christmas, which is only a few days away. Whew, if you could only see the tons of crap my brother & I have accumulated through the years, I think we could start our own mini museum! Anyways, we're still fixing up here & there, & I hope everything comes together in time, so we can relax & enjoy the damn holiday season!

xmas cleaning

I'd like to say happy holidays to all u guys out there!
May all of us be blessed with good things & pleasant memories to take with us from this festive season!
To all you guys who celebrate Christmas or not, have a nice one!
Remember to dispose of all your waste in an appropriate manner.

Reuse, reduce, recycle!
One earth y'all!

To all my Sigma Rho/Deltan brods & sis, miss u guys! Mclaine, Mckhens, happy belated! Maka ad2 unta ko sa ball para sa oath- taking pero next time nlang... Hay...
4 the Sigma Rho!!!

To my friends & in the Alakdan family, Viva Mafioso Alakdan!!! Tibo- R.I.P. bro!!! Your memory lives on!!!

To the crazy & eccentric yet wonderful dudes & dudettes of ILAW, dli ta tawo!!!!! hehe.... Miss u peeps!!!

to my batchmates in masscomm, I'll see when u get there! Clarito, Edgie, Geri, Verna, Michelle, Jae, BJ, JC, Bom2x, Mary Jef,
Katrina (even though nag shift na ka), Spring,
Kenot(hows Cebu?),
Shakey(chada Cagayan!), Mara, Luciene, Judy Gay, Mariel, Easter, Agot etc...

Sa mga Narra Boys- Fel, miss u dude! Jam ta sometime...Counter boyz- Kim,Omang,Emorey,JAyrol-Sorry Lor!,John Cas-rock on!!!.
Ryan Abutazil, how'v u been? Jakim, da man!!! Mark Espina, adikkk!!!!!!! hehe... Junex, IIII wish u were heeeeeerrrrrrrrreeee!!!!!!!! hahaha! Yugno, asa na ka? Jasper, biktima sa archery!!! Jevi boy, msta? JR Garcia, bay, brod na ta!!! Carlomar, fuck you, kawatan, yawaa kang adikk kang buanga ka!!! Marc, Ritz, my brods & good friends... Doki, raver, boob inspector extraordinaire, Jan, sing it with me-ni budlot akong mata ng tihang nakita ka!!!!! Benjboy,Biboy,Rommel,Ogots-akong shin guard ug pasalubong!

Clars, kita ta Steds!!! 6 hours!!! huh? oh, lagi... pila ka hours? 6 hours! briefsteak, space!!! Bonjung, shots!!! Payat, hard fuckin' metal!!! YEAH!!!

To friends & acquaintances I've not mentioned, don't worry, what's YM & MSN for? Besides, there's email.... hehe...

To Nats, one of my best friends & now fraternity brother, kita kits!!! Sana maka balik tayo sa Silliman ASAP...

well, lets all hope for the best. The year's coming to an end & we gotta move on...

That's it for now!
Peace, Love & Respect!!!

looking back once more

Ode to all...

Looking back at where I've been, People I've met, things I've seen;
Friendships made & broken,
heartaches felt & of words,
unspoken,
Looking back to days of joy, days of laughter,
days of sorrow;
days so dark & days so bright.
Looking back, ever looking back...
Sunsets & sunrises, the echoes of music,
familiar voices, sweet, melodic, linger in my ears.

Looking back, through the years;
memories made, a life is shaped.
To what lies ahead; Things to see, people to meet, places to go;
The memories, they'll guide me through.
Though days uncertain, days unknown.
Till the moment is come when we meet again;
Much hope for tomorrow; This journey is without end.

abcds

A severe case of insomnia has been eating me alive for almost a week now.
It's really bad 'cos my body clock is like stuck in a different time zone but I'm stuck here in wet, damp, humid Singapore. I gotta get my sleeping time right or I might as well sneak into the Evil Empire somehow...
My week was uneventful, to say the least. Lots of things happened, it's just, they weren't of any great significance to write down. I'm almost through with my song & I think I've got the bugs out with the last verse.
Christmas is just around the corner & it looks like the mass appealling commercialism of the holiday season is gonna make tons of cash again. 'Tis the season to be jolly! haha, NOT! When January hits, lotsa people are gonna be so deep in credit card debt, they're gonna they never bought their boy/girlfriend that dream gift or went on that expensive holiday... well...
I can't believe I made it this far into the year without really achieving anything, except quitting school & having to re-adapt myself back here in crappy Singapore. Not that it's crappy or anything, it's just, my heart isn't here, that's all. I know where I belong & it ain't here.
That's an achievement in itself, right? hehe... Better luck to me next year...

mindfuck...

A miniscule, insignificant piece of an unsolved puzzle, I float about the void; a moth in utter darkness, fluttering aimlessly; On a quest for the intangible, my fate in the hands of the unknown.

Many a trial have I encountered & countless more to overcome;
Any good thing is utopian, for the journey goes ever on.

I've fallen into an undesirable hiatus, this infinite melancholy is indescribable, yet almost well deserved. Brief it may seem in times to come, a bitter eternity of negativity has a hold on me, dragging me down, deeper & deeper;
This sad, sad predicament has left me reeling in panic, questioning; raving; pondering;
a baffling mind-fuck; questioning the very essence of my brief existence, I'm veering off course & heading face first into a brick wall.
Splat!!!
A half expected question-mark shaped dead-end. Excuse me while I peel myself off & pick up the pieces of my broken carcass.

I cannot say for sure when this senseless, selfish bickering will end, but I hope it does soon. Don't mind me. Rather, think of yourselves. Men, small & great have had their moments of grief & happiness. It's both blessing & curse. One cannot go without the other.

*sigh

It's been building up for a while now, & i guess I'm just letting out some steam... I think I wrote something similar sometime ago. They say time heals all wounds. I can't help but keep asking, WHEN?

Peace!!!

status quo

My dad & 2 bros went to Davao to visit my dad's parents. Justin left this morning 2 join up with my dad & Joel who left last weekend. I'm sure they're having a good time.
*Sigh...

Wish i was there right now. I'm stuck here, watching tv & brooding & sulking miserably about not being able to go; I miss home so much & i'd grab any chance that comes my way to leave this place!
Gotta keep my hopes up; No use grumbling...

Night!

i dont care if monday's blue

Woke up late today. As usual. I was up watching La Liga & The Godfather, & I was fiddling with the guitar & I wrote a song. Not my best, but I wrote a song man! It's been a while... Fel, I wish u were here, u could help me out a bit bro! hehe...

It's 2. Yep, I just woke up. It's raining... Makes me feel like going back 2 bed but there's stuff to be done. After I get my lazy ass off d computer, I'm gonna do some exercise... yehey... At least I'm gonna do something productive; for now, unlike my other brother... hehe, him & his final fantasy, 24/7. You know who you are! :)

got nothing else to put into writing, my head's blank. Well, good day!