Wednesday, August 31

ambot dagay

Was up the whole night downloading music, totally immersed in indie...

Yeah, sounds kinda lame, losing sleep over such things like downloading music & finding out about bands that have probably broken up their members are probably working some blue collar job, wondering what the hell went wrong, but hey who cares? they're having an impact on me; that's gotta count somehow, right?

went researching about the the Sub Pop bands & the grunge scene & stuff...
thank God for the internet;
I wish I'd heard these bands sooner!
Tad, Mudhoney, Melvins, Superchunk(not sub pop but a cool band nonetheless), to name a few....
people ask me what music I'm into & I cant give them a straight answer...
it really depends on what mood I'm in & the atmosphere & the weather & so many other things...
I mean, I'll be listening to some backstreet boys song( yeah, backstreet boys! Believe it! haha) & all of a sudden I put on Soulfly or 311 or incubus or Mudvayne or Enchi or Greyhoundz & then I'll switch to Tupac & then some Bob Marley after;
& if I wanna chill I'll put on my woman on top CD & grab a beer or a coke & stare at the ceiling, reminiscing, digging up old memories or just fantasizing about dirty little things & trying to keep a straight face at the same time, in case somebody should walk in on me & then there'd be some good stories to tell tomorrow.
I dunno...

Jared & I are fixing up this little number I came up with.
hope it comes out ok so we can jam it out some time ...

I go back to camp today, sleep deprived, somewhat still in shock that I'm in Foxtrot Coy;
it's like a bad dream & I'm not that certain I've woken up.
somebody slap me, please.
anyways, sound trip these past 2 days have been intensely enlightening to my soul & troubled self-tortured little mind.
The little bastard-monster-son-of-a-gun-demon-shit-hound inside of me is taking a nap.
He needs the rest.
I've been feeling him stirring up my insides, leaving me immensely pissed of at everyone & everything for na apparent reason & it doesn't feel healthy.
Well, back to my soundtrip.
Still have to pack, & I'm cooking dinner today since nobody else is around to help.

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