run

I'd be the first, no, 2nd person who
will readily admit that my life is shambles.
Why i'm no 2 is because I'm living in massive denial.
and there's so much hope to ressurect me out of this funk;
a piss filled shallow muddy grave that i dug for myself.

I wish I never woke up that day.
Sometimes I think it would have been better
had it ended as it began.
Abrupt and inconsequential.
Nobody would care.