after burn

moving on.
 it's a long hard road to recovery,
knowing and facing truths;
a reality you can't accept and fathom
but have to endure in hopes that,
eventually, it will indeed get better.
She did you a hella good, son.

And you did what you could,
but could've done more.

It's eating me alive.
I'll get by.
I will.

updates

Things have been going relatively well with life so far.
I've got a job, finally...
I'll be able to start paying off my debts
and start living again.

flunkdmath

i created a tumblgr page. It's so i can post my instagram pics online,
its much easier to do that there than on here.
I'll still be going to and from this place and the other
so no worries. :)

flunkdmath.tumblr.com

cheers!

oopdayets

instagram has taken over my life.
I haven't been able to rant and rave
as much as I should here.
Rest assured I'll try my
bestest to keep up
and update.

So here's a quick lowdown...
I'm still bummin about,
I tried out for the SIA thing,
didn't make it this time,
but next one I'm trying out again.

mmm things are still messy with
her, but we're finding a  common ground
and trying to be as grown up as we can,
her doing a better job than I can,
funny how that is since I'm older,
but maybe it's always been a guy thing,
no  matter how old we get, seems like
we're less grown up than our better halfs.
I don't know...
ciao for now.