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Guns 'N Roses' -Sweet Child O' Mine, blasting in the background, the TV's on, some art show, & I'm doing this... Talk about multi-tasking! Somebody should pay me 4 my efforts! Nothin' much 2 report except that I need to catch up on my reading & uh, also start to do my exercises again. I'm a lazy slob.. I just wish I was a fat lazy slob so I could start losing weight instead of gaining, but hey, at least I get to eat what I want! Ciao!

brooding

at times, often most than not; I feel I wanna escape & leave everything behind me & just be with myself 4 a few moments & have space & some distance from all the inevitable static; a constant thorn, digging, peircingly deeper into my side...
no journey is ever easy but along the way you kinda wish there was an easier road to take. Alas it can never be... Trod on we must.

NJDunjUDn

it's hard to explain or comprehend, but one things for sure, is that no one can deny their craving for attention; to be recognized; to be noticed, just for the sake of it, like what I'm doing right now... if you have the time, see how many times "I" is repaeted. Otherwise this is just an outlet to say what I want & spew out whatever I can't say by mouth. I think I'm more expressive this way, whether what I say makes sense or not...

As I write this, the world is ever changing by the second. Palestinian leader Yasser Arafat just died & apparently Bush has another chance to take over the rest of the "Arab" world after having won another term. I see more troubled times, but hey, all we've got to do is hope for the best & do our part in making the world a better place. Peace & Love... That's all there is to it, understanding & knowledge, patience, yeah you're probably saying cut the bullshit Jon, but hey, if it doesn't start with me or you, how else can you help?

Trip......

I swear, this midnite madness has to stop. Again I'm bored out of my wits & I don't know why. I can't explain it. It's just this weird, funny, inexplicable phenomenon that occurs ever so randomly & it's decided to take a shot at F*%king up my already insomnia plagued upside-down-topsy-turvy-sorry-excuse of a life!!!

The world's so full of endless possibilities & I'm rotting, holed up in the house in front of the computer, my ass a permanent fixture on the computer chair, searching for answers I'll never find & asking questions that'll never be answered while my body starts to decompose, , my brain cells turning to mush every mili-second i stare blankly into the screen expecting somethng good to happen... ARGHHH!!!!!! Pass the negativity around, why don't I? hehe... just tripping... I swear this midnite madness has to stop. Again I'm bored out of my wits & I don't know why. I can't explain it. It's just this weird, funny, inexplicable phenomenon that occurs ever so randomly & it's decided to take a shot at F*%king up....................