it's been a long time coming

It's been an extremely long while since i've had enough mental substance & strength to actually start spewing out useless, mindless, nonsensical load of crap some of you have come to expect from me on a personal level.
Anyways, just to give an update on myself & what's been going on in the life of neuteredDog as my old pals in a certain online game acknowledge me by, here goes:

(yeah, I play online games, wtf, I'm entitled to have a little fun in cyberspace other than browsing certain *ahem websites, ogleing at scantily clad if not totally naked pictures of the female human species engaged in various acts only the sexually educated can begin to imagine or describe.)

firstly I'm out of NS... woohooo!!!!
That's NATIONAL SERVICE for people unfamiliar with the concept of compulsary conscription into the national armed forces.
Got out with newfound experience & many life-lessons learnt that i cannot really begin to share or describe unless you have had your fare share of doing time in the service.

I'd just like to say a big thank you for all the memories & experiences, be they good or bad.

And to the people who contributed making life a living hell and/or shared the task of actually getting through all the shit & actually managing to endure with me,

Good luck, all the best, no regrets,

i don't hate you but i'm glad you're out of my life

(to those in particular who have left a bad taste in my mouth, you fuckers!!!hahaha, nothing personal but i'm just telling you what i felt about you then.

Now, it's all behind me but

fuck you

for all for the shit you put me through, though, hehe),

Thank you thank you thank you.
To my seniors, who have since become good friends & compadres, brothers in arms,

& some of whom whose appointments I've had to take over once their time had come to leave the service,

Heeeeyyyyyyy!!!! hehehehe,

i'll see you boys outside for coffee & vodka!!

To the guys under my guidance & command, to those who've had to put up with my shit, if i was harsh or too nice or whatever, please take with you as much of the good you could from whatever it was i was trying to pass on as i feel that the old ways are fast fading away & the new guys who come in aren't really up to standard even though i've not much to boast of, but in terms of handling situations & living up to the image as well leading is concerned I feel there has been a drastic rise in mediocrity.

To my buddies, & friends out there who are still finding their way in this cruel world, you're not alone.

Haikel, wish you the best of health & i pray & hope that you'll get better, I have no words left to say about you but you'll be ever-present in my thoughts bro.

To my friends in Silliman, looks like I won't be gracing the old halls in a drunken stupor anymore. I've decided to continue my studies here in S'pore but i'm planning on a trip there in July , hopefully so that's that.

To those who've graduated in the past 2-3 years i've been away, damn... I could've been there along with you but it wasn't meant to be. It's ok though.

Hope life deals you with the best it has to offer in the cut throat reality we're confronted with day in day out.

I'll try & keep this as active as possible because in the time i was on service, time was really scarce.

Life then was something like 6 days in camp, after that a short trip home then I'd go out hang out, get drunk, do lots of stupid shit with my buddies & friends we met along the way & then the following night or the next day, back to camp.

There would come times when we were required to stay in for 2-3 weeks straight so we rarely had a break & when it did come we took it by the fucking throat.

One of the reasons i'm so damn skint these days.

My allowance has mostly contributed to the bustling abundance of the nightlife & made many a billionaire out of the already filthy-rich alcohol companies, not to mention the various consumer products i've so willingly but stupidly spent on.

All that has left me, broke.

hahaha, daddy, sell the cow, your son's dead broke.

So where to now?
School. April 16... watch this space...